pulling up a pail of living water
the walls of the well gave way
and in less than an instant
down the hole into blackness, i slid
feelings feed thoughts
thoughts become real
reality fuels feelings
sliding down the well
dreamer's new dream
stifling breathless quiet
darkness overpowers
earthen walls closing in
bottomless pit
eternal shame
painful remains
bound in new chains
light from above
blocked from view
by eyelids
that refuse to open
squeeze tighter the grip
dirt and blood and water
cold dark winds fill
heart strains to beat
just one more
lonely
beat