the colors of sadness are neither brown nor black
but the rainbow of colors that holds the heart back

the ryhthm of fear is furiously fast
bat out of hell, left in the past

sadness is blue
love is true
losing you


i foolishly cling to the silly belief that i can outrun the fear, hide the sadness, keep the love under a basket... love without trust is merely theory, trust without intimacy, shallow indeed

Dear God,

Grant me the faith of a son
Let me know I am the one
Open my heart to the fear
Let all who seek draw near

Amen