If only things would stay simple
If only things didn’t have to change
My way is sabotage, my lover is grief
The sadness deep inside is a river from a past
Never released, never freed
My friend is sabotage, my companion, grief
If only things would stay simple
If only I weren’t an attractor of loss
If only life weren’t chaos
My grief would walk away
Along with the essence
Of who I am destined
Forever to be